Since I am here, I mean since I arrived to the USA I go thought a lot of things. At first when I knew that my mom were going to move to another country I immediately thought that I would like to go with her. I felt to exited but at the time I was really attract by the fact of changed my life and breath a new air... I couldn't stand my life. but when things are materialized I had to do a very hard choice... On the first hand stay in France with my dad, my brother and my friends I've known for a long time and on the other hand move on and live my life..I was lost. But despite this, I chose to move because it was my childhood dream to live there ! However when I took this decision I was not thinking about how much they would miss me.
when I went out of the plane and I look at my watch It Was 11:52 pm. at that time I just felt like crying all the tears of my eyes but I didn't cry and I haven't regretted any things, I was really determined to start a new life. The weather was perfect and how the city beautiful was ! My feelings were fighting each other. I was torn between joy and love of adventure and bitter nostalgia for a country and people that I miss. I was very tired (the travel was very long moreover I'm afraid when I take the plane) but when we arrived we had to shift our paper and...it took a while. After I remember that I spent the all day in the motel room in order to reflect and to relativize on my new immigrant status.
I remember that I spent the first two weeks in the new apartment watching old french movies and eating bread and "tapenade" (really hard to found in the usa) While when I was in France I used to watching American series like "desperate houswives" or "pretty little liars". I just felt homesick and lonely from time to time.. It makes me laugh to think of it now.Well the third week i started the school, and such scared I was !!! I feared i might be rejected from the others because one day my English teacher told me that the American didn't like the French people because of their bad-tempered, although they all were nice whit me.
Little by littel I become accustomed to this county It is true that France and the United States are two countries very different but I like both of them now. it was difficult at first, for example I was surprised at the first time when I drank coffee, because it's not the same as in France ! and everything is bigger here : streets, buildings, stores and high school too! my high school is wonderful, like American series. There are large red lockers in the corridors, large green space..and everybody come by car ! because in America everyone who is 16 years can drive by himself. at my mind the school system of the USA is better than the french scool system. in France we have nothing great at school, here there are often many balls and activities. .
Now I am really happy to live here, The USA are my home by now ! I met some great people since I'm here, some people I will never forget. besides I pass my final exam successfully and it mean that I will be accepted into a university even though I'm not american citizen beside I'm going back to France for the summer holidays I am so happy at the thought of seeing my relatives and to my old friends again, all i can think about is had a big hug with all of them because they missed me so much.